RECOGNITION

B. McGILLICUDDY

I have not been through enough trauma in my life

I have many more years to develop a refined antipathy for life/the world/whatever

I want to get passionate about something

And then say things loudly to people who are completely innocent/indifferent

And make them something like 'baffled' and 'confused' and 'traumatized'

And then they will black out, because I was so monstrous

And they will forget I was ever loud or that they were ever innocent, and will go on with their day

And I will still be passionate, and maybe, in search of acknowledgment, do something 'crazy' or 'surprising' in front of a lot of people, while screaming my name

'I'm...'

B. McGILLICUDDY